when you walk away, i hope i gives you hell

2010-05-16T23:18:00.007+08:00

A New Move

2009-09-22T02:17:00.002+08:00

I HAVE MOVED TO TUMBLR PEOPLE! WOOOO! GONNA SEE A NEW CHNAGE AND ALOT OF PHOTOS!
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The Moment We Have Been Waiting For

2009-09-20T08:30:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya! Maaf zahir dan batin. I hope you do forgive me if i have done mistakes. :D
And omg, not uploading pictures is killing me! I think i should change to onsugar or tumblr. Omg. should i? :D

Burn It

2009-09-09T16:15:00.002+08:00

currently at my cousin's, helping to make kueh. and oh, made a quick trip to the library to exchange my books. Got new books! Haha. i know! Zul reads? Ahaha. :P
I have to for the sake of english's papers. I made a promise to make a drastric improvement to my grades and i am succeeding! Had a big jump on my CA2 paper.
And i have not revised physics and maths. :O

And oh, i am excited for th ffdc 'camp' tml! Haha. :P
Had fun on yesterday, with rasyad, arman and khai! And khai wore pregnant pants! :P
And me, arman and naziela had fundoing 'that' step. Haha. :P
Oh! Rocking duo and i had a mega meal yesterday! Cool or what, it was freaking big lah! I had a mega mac and there were four patties.

And i am choreographing a new song to replace my choreo for our task. thanks rasyad! For you know what. :D

And somebody said i always give people the i-want-to-eat-you-up look, do i? Haha. Hard to believe it eh! :P

kayy lah, gonna go now. :D

A Smile On My Face

2009-08-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

i think today really cheered me up! Like really, it was hard to frown the whole day. Haha.
Basically i went to school with my emcee outfit, and my outfit was rather haha. Not appropriate. We were suppose to dress up like teachers but i dressed up like a rockstar! :P haha.
my outfit was nowhere near teacher. Haha.

And we had a hell of a time rushing through our scripts cause we didn't finish it up due to all the last minute changes. Yup, and i was high! So were charmaine, shawn and lindsay. Haha. Kept jumping around
And sorry charmaine, for stealing your lines. :P haha.You know what i mean right. :P
And then met up with rocking duo! Went to catch The Proposal at 3. Haha, we managed to steal 2 of the last 5 seats uh. Cause the cinema was filled with secondary school people lah! IN SCHOOL UNIFORM! :O
The Proposal is a clap clap! The best movie i have watched! It should be movie of the year! Haha. I like the comedy, very classic. :D

And then off to the pet lover's centre. Omg. Ohya! Rasyad is a grandfather! Haha. his hamster gave birth lah, i wanna see! :D
And its a good things his hamster are not syrians, or else i'm gonna step on it lah. SYRIANS ARE DISGUSTING! THEY LOOK LIKE RATS. Hah. :P

And we shopped for my socks, got the brand i wanted! BUM! Haha. Very colourful. And then my boxers, topman. I am in badly need of them. My socks are all growing holes and my boxers are disappearing! :P

And i have gotten my white bods tank top i wanted! :D

Kayy, omg. haha. Anyway, blogging through my phone so i need to hurry up before the battery dies. Nights bloggers! :D

All Calmed Down

2009-08-30T19:41:00.002+08:00

i feel alot better now, haha. Well, at least not fully better but just better.
so today was freaky!
Woke up late as usual, didn't wanna get my ass off to my outside class but i had to, mom was nagging like hell.
And i slept at four yesterday, haha. Basically went to surf the net to make me feel better, i know its weird.
so yeah, i was late. And when i entered, my teacher gave me the when are you ever gonna be early look. :P
But she gave a compliment! She said "at least today got improvement, 5 minutes earlier" :P

And it was freaky lah, there was this man, he lost his mind. He entered our class and started to walk around with a knife lah. And he was looking at all of us, staring.
Then he walked out, my friend closed the door quickly and locked it. but he then was staring from outside, he kept looking at us like he was angry. He lingered there like for almost an hour so my teacher called the office, they drag him away from the door. Whoa! Haha.

And oh, mind me plain blogging, i can't upload fucking photos. Blogger is problematic again. >:(

And oh, had fun yesterday! Went to watch suntec dance to support kamil and sulaiman. Good job guys! It was awesome, and congrats!
Haha. Better work your asses off for the next round!
And i think the best group was fantastic remix! Hahai likeeeeee.
They did this circus theme, cool.
And haha. I think flairnation and fantastic kids also did a great job. :D
Congrats guys.

And i miss dancing! Haha. Kayy, lame. But i wanna dance. FFDC, when wanna dance?! :P
And and i can't wait for the concert tml! i haven't prepared myself as the emcee but hell yeah. I can t wait to wear my outfit! :P

Anyway, i feel friendly today. :P
And i am in need of more boxers, tank tops and socks!

No Surprise

2009-08-30T02:24:00.001+08:00

i know its been sucha long time since i updated, well. blogger was a bitch and still is. i can,t upload pictures and its so irritating.

oh well, how's me? haha. i'm fine? i'm great? haha.
im currently obssesed with fashion and coffee.
i feel like creating my own clothing line but that's impossible for a fifteen year old boy like me right? but yup, i'm feeding my sketch book with my drawings and ideas. should take pictures of it someday.
and i am addicted to coffee! iced lattes and frappes! yummm.
haha.
i like the taste of coffee, keeps me calm and get my mind off certain things.
and i miss FFDC! i miss dancing with you guys! i miss vogue-ing and world touring! and let all the members hear my ugly singing and so tk menjadi nicole impersonation.
haha. and choreographed some songs for fun, i think i like the steps.
:)

oh, my favourite emoticon now is :0--- (its suppose to be a person drooling)
hha, kayy i'm random.

oh, i feel weird now. i don't know, i think its because i'm tired?
neh, i don't know. i feel rather down now.
i think i hate my life. as in seriously, i know i'm just probably on the down of life right now. but hell yeah, whatever.
i feel i am a bad friend, i don't know.
people will say "people change" but i think its the decisions we make. i am sick of the bad things happening in my life, i don't know. everytime when something happy stays, something bad must pop out.
i'm under pressure. alot i guess?

and i think i need something constantly new in my life.

oh, i think i should do some changes to my blog. so i guess i should buzz off and find things to change my bog page.

and lets find out who will visit my blog aye? just check my tagboard. i don't think people would bother to visit it cause i have been dead for a very long time. haha.
oh well, we'll see.

2009-07-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

FRESH FIX CLINCHED THIRD IN THE DA SHOCASE WALK THE RUNWAY DANCE COMPETITION! :D

People move from house to house, i move from one site to the other

2009-07-11T20:17:00.004+08:00

friendster then blogger. Blogger then plurk. Now, from plurk to twitter. :P
Yes, i'll be dead at my blog but i'll be active in twitter and plurk. :B
But i'll post any pictures here, and still tag(hopefully)

2009-07-06T15:54:00.002+08:00

blogger is being a bitch and won't let me update.
i can't even upload picturessssss
:((((
guess i'll update later.

New Haircut, New Attitude

2009-06-21T22:29:00.006+08:00

hahaha, my second post!
speeding up now. :D
and and had my new haircut!
hahaha.
and ffdc practices have been awesome, really awesome.
but its sucha a bummer rocking duo comes late.
it would be funner!
:D
and and ffdc has really improved!
i myself am shocked.
thanks to the help of izzy!
and our never dying encouragements towards each other, from fad faction.
and wooo!
rasyad and i choreographed for jai ho and its nice!
i like`
and and and still choreographing.
finishing up bits and bits.
and i wanna tour again with the dollz!
hahah.

kayy, a short post!
just the pictures will do. :P

CYBER AWESOME!

2009-06-21T21:47:00.007+08:00

BACK IN CYBER BABEY!
hahah.
was away cause apparently, there was a stupid spyware virus. -.-
so had to wait till it was fixed before i can use it.
omg, i am gonna do a double post today.
there is so much to blog about now.
haha.
so i went to malaysia(mesya)
:P
and yup, i didn't really quite enjoyed it cause..
alah, that one you guys don't need to know.
the part i enjoyed most was it was a full cousin trip! (minus one)
and shopping!
hahah.
got the ffdc people badges!
and rocking duo his with love frangrance that he had been wanting.
Arman his britney fragrance!
oh, i got stuffs for myself too!
:D
i like`
hahah
^^

kayy, rocking duo and arman has been using this emoticon ^^.
so i will try to use if uh for this post. :P

oh, thanks rasyad for plurking when i was away. :DDDD
hahah.

oh, now i'm rushing to blog and choreographing!
kayy, now off to the next post!
:D
and you're welcome iswandi!
if you want more remixes, i can pass it to rasyad! :P

pssst, my computer is faster now!

Will be back

2009-06-18T08:58:00.003+08:00

ON HIATUS!
Currently, I will be cyberless because there seem to be some stupid spyware virus in my computer. I will be back once my computer is fixed. ; ZuperZul

2009-06-13T00:35:00.005+08:00

went out with rocking duo!
met up with him at bedok inter, and headed to bugis, ate tong seng!
its been long lah since we ate there, what happened to 'usual customers' ? :P
hahah.
the weather is sucha bitch! so freaking hot, i can like almost bathe in my own sweat. :P
why can't there be more clouds to cover us up? or more rainnnnnnnnn.

and got on the way to illuma to get my toy trexi! its so cool!
i like~ very cuteeeeeeee.
i finally gotten it after a long long search lah, right rasyad? :P
so today was more of the rocking duos outing featuring splendid the trexi. :P

made use of rasyad's DSLR and made it a goddess! haha.
i am sucha good phtographer. :P (abeh puji diri sendiri eh?)

kayy, i'm blogging very slowly now, so that my post will be longer. :P
so headed to vivo city!
i was god damn thirtsy lah can! i felt like a camel searching for water to survive on!
but at least i don't look like one(looks at rasyad) :P
kidding!
and and then went outside to wait for the looooooooong queue at ben & jerry's.
it was so long lah can, everybody was like just chunking the ice creams inside their throats. :P
sp took alot of photos with my pet trexi and rocking duo!
oh! i tried a new flavour today! the chocolate fudge brownie! i so like it lah, haha. sehingga menjilat jari!
rasyad had the chocolate therapy.

then long john ! had my cheesy combo! :D
and then to the budak budak kecik place and took photooooosssss!

and sadly, i have to leave after that :(
and went back to cousin's.
i'm so proud of sabrina! :D
hahah, want to know why not important uh. :D

and oh! i'm going to malaysia for four dayssssssss. :(
its so longgggg, four days. how i wish its threee days only.
but i'm gonna enjoy eating malay food there!
all the malay food and chewing gums! :D
hahah.

and sorry people. not gonna put up a to do list cause i'm so tired!
nights!
i'm gonna tag people when i'm baackkkkkkkkkkk.
so just keep the tags rolling and the respond (tumbling?):P

miss me when i'm gone.

I wanna know how to use facebook!

2009-06-09T22:32:00.009+08:00

Photoshoot yesterday was funfunfunfun.

wow, it took me quite a long time to update huh?
hahha, anyway, yesterday's photoshoot was funfunfunfnfunfun!
a killer fun lah can, hahha.
me and rasyad were the photographers of the day and the editors of the day.
hahah.
there are more nicer group photos and everything at the ffdc blog, so just click on the icon at my links!
:D

and i think this post is gonna look short, but with the pictures it'll be longer uh. :P

i am hooked to plurk! hahah, basically to get higher karma! my karma is rising up so slowly.
and i like my plurk skin! super cool, right?
:D
hahha.

and i think i like this gam called puzzle bobble, some random game i play and i think the characters are cute. like me! :P
(tk tau malu eh?)

haha, oh! drag me to hell is in 2 more daysssssss!

2009-06-07T14:50:00.003+08:00

Pictures later!
hahah, had a great time with izzy and ffdc people yesterday at practice. :D
and i hate what happened at night, really.
i couldn't believe it. :(
and and my mom gave me a hand sanitizer!
hahah, i know you people will be saying is this guy lame or what. :P
its fun lah can, using it.
:P

and a video of me and ika, that we made out of boredom. :P

2009-06-05T20:24:00.014+08:00

I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOG FONT!
i think my blog font sucks, and i don't know how to change it. somebody help?

anyway,
had dance practice on wednesday.
at first, i wasn't feeling well but it turned out to be that i was okay after eating medicine.
haha.
Izzy came to help us modify our steps and loosened us up here and there.
i think he rocks! :D
i like his training style and yup yup, looking forward for tml's practice at the airport.

Yesterday!
went to follow rocking duo to cut his hair, haziqah wanted to cut her hair too.
and woo! went to MY cutting place and i should be thanked, cause they look oh so good after that.
haha, and we slacked at the rooftop of T1 and camwhored?
nothing new. :P
and i gave rasyad his pre-happy birthday gift!
the doll domination 2.0, hope you like it!
:D
hahah, and don't worry there is one more present coming up next!

met up with Arman to watch the PUSSYCAT DOLLS DOLL DOMINATION TOUR!
haha. it was crazy, the crowd, the performance and everything.
Jessica fracrured her ribcage and she couldn't perform so it affected the whole tour.
like their solo songs, magic were took off from the tour.
BUT the good thing is, the tour really was more of a group performance, i'm glad nicole gave each and everyone of them their spotlight they deserve.
and melody was so semangat! i like~
hahah.
cause usually she's the laziest and the weakest in dance.
to wrap up, it was a two thumbs up!
i really enjoyed watching them!

and went out with old time bestie IKA today!
haha, after so long of not seeing her or meeting her up.
the last time was last november lah can! :P
so we headed to city hall to get my Dark Mocha Frapuccino(see ika, i memorized the name already!)
cause i was whining about drinking coffee!
hahah, right arman? we love coffee. :P

and and then headed to the train tracks, hahha. not gonna tell where it is! :P
so we went there, the weather was a bitch lah can. so hottttttttttt.
hahah, so snap snap time!
hahah, and we made this video.
(trying to upload it)
yup, and my (fill in the blanks) shoe was dirty so we went back to the mrt toilet and washed it off.
we discoevered that one of the shop doors were open so we took a photo of us inside. cool or what? :P

and ika! relax kayy, about erhem erhem, just relax. like i said, tell him what i said or give him another chance. its up to you, but be sure its what you want. i got your back. :D

and woooooo, its a long long post with alot of photos right?
hahah.
kayy, i'm off to make my blog not retarded, which means i'm gonna fix the links and repair my blog!
:D

The Comeback

2009-06-02T00:37:00.008+08:00

Update once and for all!

omg, comp has been sucha fucking whore that i can't do anything to my blog.
sorry for the late updateeeeee!

anyway, let me start by a two weeks ago story. once upon a time, me, rasyad, and haziqah were in the train going back.
and then rasyad received a call from Ayim saying that they need us to perform for a mother's day function thingy at tampines changkat. so we accepted the offer, and it was really rushing so our performance was okayy. but still can be improved.

done.

NEXT~

ohya, HAPPY VERY VERY BELATED ARMAN RAMLAN!
:D

This bitch up here is finally 15! haha.

and and then....
Breathe competition was on saturday! the big dayyyyyyyy.
hahha, woke up super early to be there and had a few run throughs.
congrats to muhammda rasyad for doing a straight leg lift! :D
and and i must say, i am seriously proud of you guys FFDC, each and everyone of you.
its okayy that we didn't occupy any positions for the finals, cause you know why?
cause winning is a bonus, a privilege, but its the passion and experience that count. :D
i really enjoyed the moment we were on stageeeeeee. i miss that feeling!
and congrats to FAD FACTION for attaining 3rd in breathe!

oh, A HUGE HUGE HUGE THANK YOU TO ASLINDA, YUN LING, SABRINA, FAFA for coming to support us! :D
(p.s. those who want photos, text me to be online, i'll send you)

June Hols are hereeeeee, i am so bladdy happy!
hahha, belive it or not, i'm done with chem homework.
i did fair for my mid years, shouldn't elaborate cause i got loads more to update!
:P

oh, i went to watch Terminator Salvation with rocking duo today! i swear its a must watch!

and i have been irritating rasyad with this movie, DRAG ME TO HELL.

haha, if you know me, then you already know i'm a big big fan or horror movies.
i wanna watch it! so yup, i'm gonna drag that rasyad with me to watch it. anybody else interested? :P

and ohgod, i miss IKAAAAAAA!

i miss you bestfrienddddddd!its been ages since we met up. yay! we're gonna meet up on friday!
haaha.

and and and and i'm in a delima! i was thinking whether i should start to wear contacts to school or not? should i?
i think i look nicer without specs, but then if i were to wear contacs, there's gonna be a commotion! :P
hahha. like real only uh! but i feel comfy wearing them, howhowhowhowhow?

there, a long post. sorry if its messy! like so not me kn! hahha cause... timecheck! its 1 plus, have to wake up early tml! so i'm gonna crash! :D

they way you run your fingers through you long hair, makes me absolutely want you

2009-05-15T01:09:00.002+08:00

1 day 17 hours

omg, i placed a bid on (erhemerhem) which rasyad is so gonna love it! :D
i just need to be patient for one more day. omg, omg,omg, i can't wait!
:D

2009-05-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

HELL YEAH! I'M READY AND SET TO GO TO SCHOOL.

i kinda miss school, basically talking to Izwah! and Murni, and people.
its been long since i talked to them. haha.

and today had loads of funnnnnnnn.
met up with rocking duo to get his haircut at my usual hair place. haha.
it was good right! terence rocks. :D
well, my rocking brother here looks fantastic with his new hairstyle.
haha.

and poof to cityhall to get my futuristic shades, cool right?
(screams like hell)
omg, i so love it lah can.
:D
and got erhemerhem haziqah's shades with rasyad for her.
surprised her with it, hope you like it!
the shades that are from rasyad and me, hah.

so made our way to (insert place) and met with kak jun to get our outfits. :D
our remaining parts uh.
and blahblhablha.
haha. kinda lazy to update here, cause i lost my mood.
shan't tell you why.
;(

i hate those feelings you have when you feel not needed

2009-05-12T23:14:00.007+08:00

2009-05-11T23:25:00.003+08:00

PICNIC WITH USUALS!
had a picnic with deb, april, fitri, vann and zeng hou.
went to marina barage , soaked. -.-
it rained on the way there and i was apparently the one who transported the whole group to the shutter bus.
\ahha.
april's umbrella broke! :P not my fault, vann was pulling it.
so went to the rooftop and set up all the foooooood and started eating.
and after that, we went to camwhore, as usual. haha/.
and blahblahblah.
lazy to elaborate cause i'm halfway awake now. :P
so just let the pictures do the talking yeah?

again, i feel neglected sometimes.

2009-05-11T22:28:00.009+08:00

2009-05-10T22:51:00.005+08:00

i just finished watching the trailer of friday the 13th.
omg, its so cooooool. i wanna watch! but sadly, its M18. :(
i wanna watch any horror movie one day, anyone wanna watch with me?
its been long lah since i watched. -.-
haha/

and god, i can't believe i'm kinda addicted to Alfie by Lily Allen.
:P its about her brother, she wrote a song about him.

its kinda nice/irritating/cute/catchy.
haha.
and the music video is funnaye!
go watch,

and and i am so bored, school is in 2 days.
omg. and and picnic is less than a day! :D i can't wait tpo see my fellow peeps. its been long since i met up with them. :D
kayy, done. gonna go crash!

nothing beats the smile you give.

2009-05-10T13:31:00.002+08:00

TIME TO UPDATE!
kayy, firstly, i don't have any photos now so i'll just post my face up there. :P

and wooooooooo! i am like happily playing with the 127 fonts i downloaded for my computer. thanks ARMAN for telling me the website! sssshhhh! :P

and i wanna jump and scream now cause exam is like over! woohooo!~
i am like free now, to do anything. :D
and hopefully my results will turn out good yeahs? wish me luck!
will be getting results back on wednesday. so yup yup.
so i have all the days before wednesday to enjoy. :D
wooo!
hahah, mind me. i'm super high, now that i got nothing to fill my mind up.
hahh.

and my wants list! and thanks to mr rasyad here, i g0t 2 things covered up. THANKS!
-~~the heneiken/red bull tank~~
-~~the jamaican necklace~~
-futuristic shades!
-green and brown contacts

:DD
hhaha.

and i can't wait for the picnic tml with APRIL, FITRI and the peeps! and and plus, the BREATHE competition coming up.
support us yeahs! FFDC, at BREATHE, 30th may, Plaza Singapura.

and ffdc has been improving alot, i can say. i'm very proud of eveybody. :D
haha, can't wait for the next dance practice but yup, that will have to wait.
good luck kayy ffdc-ians for your upcoming papers!
you can do it, must kayy. i know you guys can score. :D

oh, gonna go to T1 later with my family, apparently, they have not been there before. -.-

haha. kayy, off to tag people. :D

there's something in the way you look at me.

2009-05-02T04:06:00.006+08:00

"Feel better with a few good friends than a lot of fake friends",

Lauren Conrad.(from ika's blog)

i'm now looking and browsing through people's blog archives. :P
hahah.
i wanna browse through mine! but i accidentally deleted my blog last year, (check my archives to know more)

anyway, firstly,IKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I"M SO SORRYYYYYYY.
its so hard to go out with you lah can. :(
i miss you bestfriend!
and and cheer up.
i can't contact you now! you know why right?

and exams are here. english and malay down! now i really wanna get over every paper. omggggggggg. wish me luck!

and and erhhh... kayy, i got nothing to blog about, i think i shall go sleep. :P
nights!

i just long for those long night talks where i get to hear your voice

2009-04-27T11:03:00.002+08:00

THIS IS NOT HAPPENING!
hahah. omg, my left is reddish, and painful.
went to the doctor yesterday night, it was a good thing that i went.
i can't come to school today cause the doctor is worried i'll infect the other students.
but i'll be okayy by tml! :D
ohmygod, cause of this stupid eye infection, gonna miss physics remedial and a whole lot of things. :(
now i'm stuck at home. needa go mug!
wish me luck people for the exams! :D

and and RASYAD! I"M GONNA KILL YOU LIKE HELL! I"M NOW ADDICTED TO GOODBYE BY MILEY CYRUS!
OMG> you are so dead. :P

drenched in those thoughts of having you beside me

2009-04-24T00:57:00.003+08:00

I GOT BACK MY VOICE!
hahha. UHUH! i can finally talk.
it was a torture lah going through that day where i couldn't use my voice at all.
ask the ffdc-ians, they know. :P

and and wooo! i'm happy this weeeeeeek, cause i completed my d&t piece and it looks like the pictures i posted at the top. :D
nice right? hahah. its a pencil holder and you guys can't see the holder cause its on top of the head.
:D

oh, THANKS MOM AND RASYAD!
see the pictures above? hahah. i was busy camwhoring with the clothes i just got, yay!
i fianlly have new clothes lah can,
and thanks to my mom for buying me the henlewy top! and rasyad for the lime green polo. ;D

oh oh oh, exams are next weeek, and i think i'm partially prepared. wish me luck! :D

actually nothing to update much uh so i think i'll just crash. nights!

nobody nobody but you

2009-04-16T18:27:00.008+08:00

I LOVE MY NEW SMEXY HAIRCUT!
i had a haircut and i love it! (although it doesn't make any difference to april) -.-
hahah.

and omg, its been a week since i updated. my comp keeps lagging lurrrrrrrrr and and plus, i'm a bit lazy. too caught up with revision? yeah.
i wanna prove to my mom that i'm not some dumb person and shut her up.
i gotta get good grades and i'm willing to work for it. :D

and oh, if you wanna know whether i updated, just check your tagboarddddd. if i tag, means i updated. if not, don't bother going to my blog, you'll get sick of the last post. :P
hahah.

and i know this is SO last week. but i wished i never went to malaysia, i regret i tell you. :(
especially on my birthday, it had to be on my birthday. :(
some thing happened, which is very annoying. >:(

and oh, you might be wondering why on earth is that rasyad there with a cage. hahah. lazy lurh elaborate, just go check his blog uh.
just know that me and haziqah got him his VERY VERY early birthday. :)

and ohmygoddddddddddddddd, somebody please take me out for shopping! i want new clothes.
its really been long since i had new tops or clothes. if you notice.
i want to shop, so needa save $$$.
kaching kaching babaye!

Henley Long Sleeve Shirt

Lime Green Polo

Retro Simpsons Tee

Blue And White Henley Shirt

these are what caught my eyes so far. hahha, actually i don't mind. i just want new clothess!
shop with meeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i want.

thats the about it i guess? hahah. now i'm off to tag! :D

i'm no superman.

2009-04-10T06:12:00.004+08:00

a

OMG!
I just woke up and i'm rushing to pack, blog and to upload. my freaking computer couldn't upload the pictures but now its working! so hopefully it will finish up so everybody can get their picturesssssss.\

and this week has been a total blast, i swear to you that it is my best week indeed. :D
and i really wanna thank people who were inside 'this week'.
haha.
i'm gonna turn fifteen this saturday and sadly i won't be here. gonna be in malaysia cause i was dragged along to go with my mom. -.-
miss me! :P haha.

but first, i wanna thank people here! THANKS RASYAD, MURNI, HAZIQAH, ARMAN, FEE, IZWAH, FITRI, GEORGE, AZIM, ASLINDA, JOO YEE, KANE and whole lot of people for making the birthday happen. :D
i swear this is my best birthday that i had in like 15 years? really.

first up! Tuesday! went up to meet rasyad to go to the autograph signing session of david archuleta. that was his pre- present birthday gift from me cause i know how much this guy is gugugaga-ing over him. :D
went to buy our contacts at paya lebar, mine was blue! obviously. -.-
then we trained to bugis to meet up with our fellow mates. :D
headed to the iluma to wait for david's arrival and as expected, there we many people queuing up and i swear they are hardcore die fans of david lah can. scream here and there.
we didn't get his autograph in the end cause i could only enter with an album and he didn't wanna go alone. boooo. but yup.
waited for his arrival in bunch of crowd was uber hard lah can/.
they keep pushing and everything.
and we finally saw him! he was damn white? haha.
yeah but i like his stage presence, very entertaininggggggg.

Wednesday!
had practice as usual. rasyad is suchs liar! :P hahah.
he lied to me lurh.
cause he suddenly went off and when i called him he said he was having diarrhoe(:P my spelling sucks)
fake kn?
scoffs! :P
it turned out that he asked haziqah to buy for me a cake and they poped out of nowhere, shouting happy birthday! THANKSSSSSSS! it really caught me off guard lah can!
we ate the cake, and shared some with the group beside us cause khai wasn't there and we couldn't finish the cake. THANKSSSSSSSSSSS RASYAD!/
you have no idea how happy i am lurh, it was like my first birthday cake? i swear it was my first. haha.
fee and arman were playing with dry ice? :P all of us did actually, jakun kn?
i didn't upload the video but you guys should see it! damn jakun lah can. :P
hahah.

and later that night, i had to send my brother off to the airport cause he's going to tiwan for his army camp. so reached home prolly around 2 or 3 plus?
haha.

YESTERDAY! little did i know, NAPFA was smack right in the morning and i barely had enough sleep. but i managed to ace it, even though i felt like dying after that.
my ulser is still killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!/
hahah.
and MURNI TWINNY went to bake for me a cake, so sweet right?
THANKS MURNI!
haha. you have no idea how much i appreciated it lah can. its was like the second birthday cake that i had? two days in a role pulak tu!. :P
THANKS ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
we cut it and gave the cakes to everyone and ate it.
i think i got karma? for bashing people evrytime when it came to their birthdays? i got mine, :P
ahhah/

after that, met up with the usuals, fee, arman, rasyad and haziqah to watch the CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC! i swear the show is damn good, its a must watch! she is so funnayeeeeeeeee.
there again, filled up my movie sick illness. :D
now you know why is it the best week> ?

and shards, i'm going to malaysia nowwwww. will only be back by sunday, miss me guys! :P
hahah. but i am gonna get some gifts for people, :P see ya!
and sorry rasyad, no time to do the to do list! :P
sorry!
and the rest of the pictures are at multiply. here's the link.
http://zulhilmi7.multiply.com/photos

2009-04-05T19:26:00.003+08:00

[not my camera, thats why it makes my eyes look smaller than usual :P]

I WANNA GO SHOP FOR NEW CLOTHES.
hahaha, Arman asked me to update so i decided that i should get my fat ass up and update.
haha./
omg, where to start uh?
hmm.... oh, i wanna go shopping! with arman and the resssssssssssssssst.
haven't been having new clothes in my wardrobe since a long time, except for my cotton on shirt.
i wanna go this shop!
passed it alot of times and i saw the design ,damn cool!

and obviously i wanna go watch movie, i'm also movie sick, just like rasyad, fee and arman! lets go watch confessions of a shopaholic babaye!
i wanna do alot things now lah can, i wanna go study for the mid years so i won't flunk anything, i wanna go dance and loosen up, i wanna go shopping, i wanna go watch a movie. AHHHS/.

hahaha.
and i have a current addiction!

GIRLICIOUS! nice right the picture?
and yeah, you may be wondering who i excluded out, :P
its Tiffanie. i don't like her! go watch the live performances and you will know why. :P
hahah. must listen to their song Liar Liar. very niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

kayy i'm done blogging actually. nothing much to blog, or i just forgotten what i wanna blog about. til lnext time. :P
hahah. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

liar liar, pants on fire.

2009-03-31T22:24:00.008+08:00

I SWEAR I CAN JUMP RIGHT NOW!

I"M SO BLOODY HAPPY, AND I"M TYPING IN CAPS SO THIS IS HOW HAPPY I AM!
THANKS MUHAMMAD RASYAD BIN PHIROZE AND HAZIQAH FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIFT!~(screams)
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOWWWWWWW.
THANKS RASYAD FOR THE CAMERA, and HAZIQAH FOR THE ADD ONS!(to know how it looks like, just see the last post)

i know! my birthday is still 11 days in counting but my brother and the two people have already gotten me presents. THANKS! like seriously, thanks!
my brother got me the K.Swiss Watch, its like what i wanted lah can.
i'm so happayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

kayy, after school went to wait for rasyad at the control station, i was like wondering why is he replying so slowly to me this whole day, cause he always replies on the spot.
and then he claimed he went with his mom to get something.
me, not knowing anything, dumbly fell for the trick.
went inside the train and they were there, handling me the presents.
LIAR LAH YOU GUYS!
and then they forced me to open the presents infront of them, cause they wanna see my face when i do so(not gonna elaborate)
but THANKS GUYS! you have no idea how happy i am.

met up with arman and fee and went to buy arman's things. then headed totong seng. nice right the food there! =P
hahah. i ate what i wanted to eat and we camwhored alot.
with the new camera! hahha.

now i'm meddling with the new camera and the add ons. cool or what?! thanks guys!
i'm so happy lah can, cause... its like. yeah. this year means alot to me cause i never really celebrated my birthday, if you know what i mean. shouldn't say anymore, but yeah. it means alot to me.

oh oh oh oh! my hair grew! slowly waiting for it to grown back to normal.(jumps)

and KANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, cheer up! see, i'm so nice to post on you. =D
you can okayy, just sort it out slowly and solve it slowly.

oh,
i'm currently addicted to KELLY CLARKSON album! seriously. its a must buy.
must must must.

so i think i'm going off now, gotta finish up some work and head to sleep!

you are the definition of special

2009-03-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

I WANT A NEW CAMERA TO SATISFY MYSELF!
and i hate what's happening right now.

let's drink to all that we have lost and mistakes we have made.

2009-03-22T17:28:00.006+08:00

I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL CARRYING A HEAVY MIND!
yeah and i'm thankful that this week happened, really needed it to clear some things out.
and i was just thinking just now, i reflected.
i think maybe just maybe i am at wrong, i still am trynna be Zul. you know, the 'i don't care if you did anything wrong, what matters is that we are now okay' Zul.
but i kinda learn that sometimes we can't have that mindset, we need to stand up sometimes but not to overbroad.
kayy, i bet you guys have no idea what i'm talking about, but yeah.
i'm not refering to anyone particular here but i'm sorry and yeah i know sorry isn't everything.
but i learn that when we say sorry, we need to think why the person says sorry and what did we do too. cause it does take two hands to clap.

bbut but i can't stand one thing, that if you don't like a person, don't fake it like you do. you don't just fake everything and talk bad about a person just like that to another person. it'll just be a plain two facing scheme.
no don't worry, i'm not refering to anyone. i am just stating it out. just stating it out, that if you don't like a person, just say it.
finding out from others what you say is way more hurting than you just saying it infront of him/her.

kayy anyway, yesterday was funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun!
had a crew picnic and it was a blast!
pictures are not full! so if you want anymore pictures, just click on the link. you know what link.

met up with rasyad to get the pizzas and went straight to vivo, obviously i'll jump! cause i really mean it when i say ffdc is a family to me.
everybody looked great! sosososo, we went to sentosa and made a stop at the beach station(it was suppose to be imbiah station) -.-

settled down at the fountain there and started unpacking. arman and amirah rushed or their kway teows first! hahah.
i swear all the food were superb lah can! i love the bee hoon especially. =D
took gazillions of photos as we went along.

oh, and we had a ffdc race! =P
the aim was to get to the end of the fountain without getting in contact with the water shooters.
arman and fee went first! hahah.
and next was me and rasyad.
he obviously i won! =P
hahha. and he cheated lah can! can see yourself from the pictures right? he even puleld my shirt lah =P

hahah. and next was amirah and haziqah! i swear they were the roughest lah among us all!. =P
then we waited for fatin and khai.

packed up and headed to the beach with fatin.
swam, swam, swam, swam and swam! hahah. and finally khai came, and yup we went to eat and evrything.
oh, me arman and haziqah went to build a ffdc tower!~ hahah. but obviously haziqah couldn't dig. =P
hinthint/

and and headed to vivo. saw the fad faction-ers(i think)
and the fantastic kids.
had a great time yesterday! like seriously, it was a good way to end this week. =D
i'm so happy yesterday happened.

and kane, haziqah, rasyad, and hazierah, thanks!
shan't say why cause i think you guys know already.

oh, you might wanna listen to already gone by kelly clarkson

cause i think its a sweet song/ must kayy!

i'm sorry friend, if i ever did hurt you. i guess you want the torch i have been holding on.

i want you to know

2009-03-19T23:37:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY SPECS!
hahha. actually, i'm online nowadays/
but very lazy to get my hands to work and blog. =P
my bad.
kayy, so. i look cool right!
with my new specs.
thanks SARAH AFIQA for buying it for me. =D

gonna be using that on the picnic on saturday~! (screams)
i so can't wait lah. gonna have a ffdc picnic and i'm gonna bring drinks.
wah, i think i'm gonna suffer carrying it thereeeeeee.

anyway, today was a blast.
was suppose to help out at my cousin's cause they were planning to go to the zoo.
went out to meet up with crew mates, as always i'm always late cause i can't come out that early from house/.
bought frappe and went to collect my pizza! since a long time i had one. right kane? (smiles with my teeth) =P
hahaha
its so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. like its pizza! with the cheese somemore. hahah

blahblahblah
then i had to go off. went off with sarah and made a stop at (_____________) to get my specs.
cannot tell where i get them!
i was like wondering lah can why cousin's never called me when i'm like so late so i called the.
"nolah, cancel already"
-.-

so we wanted to surprise the rest by coming back.
we did the most stupidest thing lah! crossing a road that didn't had any traffic lights.

went to shop for rasyad's shoes and i went off.
here i am, chatting with kane. hah!
i'm making him jealous by the way(omg, he is gonna read this)
haha.
kayy i'm lame.
i'm off! to go and make friends with the lizards on my ceiling.
nolah, i think i wanna crash.
byeeeeeeeeeee

i hope it lasts forever cause i'd walk a thousand miles.

2009-03-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO SENTOSA!
hahah, i feel like going thereeeeeeeeee cause i want the sun!

today was okayy, had fun at madrasah cause me and my cousin were practically joking around and talking crapp. hahah.
went to practice after that! we completed almost two songs and i'm choreographing one song which is sooooo coooooool! cannot tell you mush details uh. haha/
sorry people if i lost my mood just now, you know the reason but i wanna really apologize.
it just sucks to go through it. =(
oh well, and i wanna thank these people~!

KANEEEEEEEE
thanks for listening to me babbling all those sorts of stuffs out. haha.
you are a great listener and you rock! thanks alot, i really appreciate it alot.
thanks for checking up on me. =)

QAZIMAHHHHHHH
thanks for like making me feel better at msn, although it was not by voice, it means alot. cause you actually know when i'm not okayy./
and i miss talking to you! kayy, and i shall listen to what you say,
thanks!

RASYADDDDDDDDDD
thanks for like really really cheering me up after listening to me. =D
you rock best friend and you know its true.
thanks alot!

oh, i want songs, my mp3 is getting boringgggggg.
anyway, i'm off to edit remixes/

what if i stumble and i fall, will i get up and carry on?

2009-03-13T02:13:00.002+08:00

ITS BEEN LONG SINCE I"VE UPDATED!
omg, hhaha/ i know! now then wanna update. =P
sorry! was away for awhile, and the computer keeps lagging. -.-
kayy, i know this is SO LAST WEEK.

DANCEWORKS 09 on the saturday! hahah. =D
like finally lah can, i finally got to complete my resolution, well, half of it.
FFDC was definitely a bomb! to me uh, but we kinda screw up as a whole group but nevermind.
what doesn't kill us makes us stronger right?

well, it woke up very early on that day i found out i had to wait. -.-
shan't elaborate/
then had breakfast at macs and we saw sombong group!
don't ask why but its our term. they're so sombong! hahha.
oh, i wanna thank people for comingggggggg!
really appreciate it alot especially, IKA, FITRI, APRIL, ZENG HOU, NICHOLAS, ZIHAN, FARAH, KANE, MIRAH, HAKIM, AYIM, ZURAIDI.
the video is in youtube so if you wanna watch just click here
.

moving on~
yesterday was great. we had a ffdc outing! like finally, after not meeting them for a weeeeeeeeeeeeek. but it wasn't full, amirah, fatin, and haziqah couldn't make it. =(
anyway, rasyad treated us pizzahut(SCREAMS).
its been long since i ate it, THANK YOU MUHAMMAD RASYAD BIN PHIROZE.
=D
that made my day, after those shitty (____).
then we headed to concourse cause we missed it so much(eyer lah tu).
hahha. we started on our next routine, and we saw voguelicious! and isaac, the 30t choreographer.
so coooooooooool. =D

and omg, i'm irritated by people who only talk to you just because they wanna get something.
if you think its you, its not. don't worry.
i'm just irritated lah can.
i feel like a bridge that helps them to cross over. =(

anyway, i already planned out who i wanna meet up and spend my holidays with!
-rasyad
-ika
-murni
--ffdc people
-rachel
-april
-kane
-fitri

haha, alot righht! cause i really wanna enjoy the holiday before school reopens. -.-

ohhhhhhhh! i'm currently listening to songs. addictive songs lah can! should not list it out hereeeee. haah

and if i make it through today, will tomorrow be the same?

2009-03-01T20:54:00.005+08:00

GONNA TAKE YOU HIGHER! JAI HO!
hahaha, i have made people addicted to this song by pussycat dolls. jai ho, especially the ones around my are huh? =P

and things are great, i wanna thank people who tagged~!
thanks, it means alot to me. =)
you guys rock!
i'm cheered up and geared for this saturday! finally what i've been waiting for lah can. DANCEWORKS.
i swear i won't be able to concentrate during class cause of this.
i'm worried as well as excited.
but yeah, you know i'm gonna do my best,
and and and what hairstyle should i do? the usual fringe one or the one above?
help me pick people!

i'm so happaye! cause i managed to buy contacts for the competition with the help of my favoutite rasyad! thanksssssssssss. i took only ten minutes to get it on. woooooo!
hahha.

and went out with my twinny today to complete our d&t assignment but i didn't bring so we went to do english instead,
i missed her alot!~ =D
it was great to finally go out with her today.

got nothing to blog actually. i've run out of ideas, =P
hahaha.
think i'm gonna go crash. so early right?

and feeeeeeeeee! i'm so sorry about it. =(
i feel so guilty but yah, i'm so sorry!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD FITRI RIDZWAN!
wah, dah abang abang seyy. 15 seyy budak tu. =P

you're the reason why i still believe

2009-02-22T15:01:00.003+08:00

i only want three things in life
1)to be respected & at the same time respect others.
2)to be appreciated.
3)to be cared.

i guess i won't be able to get them.

i'm sacrificing to much for danceworks and i'm negelcting my responsibilities.
i swear alot of things are in my mind right now.

my grandmum cried cause i haven't been visiting her for a week plus.
she cooked for me and waited, but i never turned up.
my cousin's are not talking to me, and it all relates.
my brother said i'm gonna end up being like those people outside whom nobody cares about if i continue to do this to my own family and being home late.
my bill exploded for the fifth time in a row.
my mum called me a nuisance.
i'm neglecting my friends.
i can't cope with math.
i can't get physics.
my math teacher told me i was gonna fail everything if i continue like this.
i skipped two and a half months of cca for danceworks.
competition is in 2 weeks.
i'm not ready and neither are we as a group.
i never fail to make my bestfriend angry and loses his mood.
i'm sucha sucker/.

i look at this things and then i look at the things i want in life.
i won't be able to achieve them if i do this cause it contradicts alot.

i really suck i swear.
i really can't take it.
i'm gonna breakdown anytime sooner.
i'm such a sucker.

i;m sorry people, i'm in no mood to tag.

Happy belated birthday to you brother.
30t was great at MDIS.

its too late, might as well face it.

2009-02-20T01:55:00.003+08:00

fuck.
i'm really am stressed, like god damn fucking stressed.
you don't have to know why i am.

i really had no mood today, and everything is bundled in my mind. so many things in my mind.
i can't take it.

sorry to those whom i didn't reply their texts or whatever, i'm sorry.
i just want this to clear out.

and i think these few pictures made me smile, and plus the people in it.
i'll never forget you guys. cause you guys rock too much. =)

and thanks haziqah for the 45 cents goodbye(you know what it is)
thanks rasyad, as always, you know you rock.
and thanks hazierah for checking up on me even though i wasn't in the mood. =)

i can feel the veins in my head

2009-02-15T18:16:00.003+08:00

20 MORE DAYS TO DANCEWORKS!
its getting nearer and nearer and i think i'm gonna be nervous.

well, went on a v date/ or rather just go out. (you guys would prolly know who already)
didn't celebrate v day okayy! hahah. just went out. =P
we went to marina barrage and blahblahblah, the rest you guys don't need to know. =P
hahahah.
thanks for going out with me!
=D

and i'm addicted to BUSTED again!
listen to this rocking band.
i just found our they got two new songs(jumps)
now i badly want their original album cause i only have the fake one.
i think i lost it/.

oh, before i forget, THANK YOU APRIL LIM FOR THE MARVELLLLLLLOUS CUPCAKE AND THANK YOU QAZIMAH FOR YOU KNOW WHAT> =D

lets drive till we run out of road

2009-02-08T18:20:00.005+08:00

I'M SO FREAKING PISSED WITH THE CAB DRIVER!
(happened on thursday)

kayy, this is what happened

me: bedok green secondary
cab driver: where is that?
me: near red swastika and near the PIE
cab driver: i don't know where is that. where are you going?
me: school?
cab driver: thats is your school?
me: ya!
cab driver: then why didn't you tell me the way? you know the way right!(scolded me)
me: eh hello, i'm the passnger, why are you scolding me?!
cab driver: i don't know how to go in your school, i drop you here.
me: you suck(slams the door)

WTFFFFF right?
i was like so late for school lah can, and i still had to cross the bridge. -.-
had to pay 6 close to 7 bucks and its not even around the school.

well, first of all, sorry hazierah! i saved this post at drafts lah cause i don't have pictures. =P
and thanks for being there for me! really appreciate it alot. =D
you rock like no other bangs rock( no sense). =P
hahah.

and met up with the usual ffdc-ers on friday and saturday.
and welcome yun ling! to the family. =D

hahha, and i really want a cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. just by staring at rasyad's camera that he borrowed me for me to upload the pictures, i can cry lah can(exaggerated).
=(
i wanttttttttttt, a freaking camera.

and something's weird happening to me! i THINK i'm starting to like red( the colour i hate besides orange)
i suddenly have alot of red stuffs now lah can! this can't be happeningggggggggggggggggg. hahah/

and i'm gonna fill up my stomach now with food so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oh, listen to my remixes, the ZuperZul remixes.
hahah. i find it very nice!

i heard what i heard, and i can't believe what i heard

2009-02-05T02:16:00.005+08:00

PHYSICS IS SO BORING!
i almost doze off during lesson, or maybe i already did except i forgot. =P
seriously, its like lights off projector open and teach. no fun seyy.
wonder how izwah and aslinda find it fun.
and shitsz, there's a physics test and i think i'm gonna flunk, its quite confusing but i'll still try! i promised right, so i will keep to my promise. =D

and I"M SO SWEET(not literally that is).
wanna know why? irritating mosquitos are biting my ass off. so the itchy lah can.(scratches self)

and kayy, its been long since i had a really good post huh?
well, sent my brother to brunei for his army thingy on saturday, he'll be gone for two weeks!
good cause i have the whole room for myself, bad cause i have no one to talk to. =(
cause he rocks, always there for me. thanks bro. =D

and it was the first time i ate in a row seyy, dinner at nine, and BK at 11, then Ya Kun Kaya Toast at 1, breakfast at 10, small snack at 12.
god, i'm gonna be fat! hahah, but i like~
at least i'm not skinnaye. =D

and i'm really thankful to have such good friends that rock my world,(you guys know who you guys are)
THANKS! really, you won't know how i'll feel without you guys,
dah lah tkder abang for two weeks.

and i swear i'm crying out loud for a camera!
i swear its like one of the things i want badly now. =(
actually have been wanting.
its been like last april lah since i want it cause the camera i brought for brillante busted in me. =(
i don't care what kind of camera, as long it can snap pictures can already(thats how desperate i am)
but as what haziqah and rasyad said, must be patient.
i guess god has a reason for not letting me having it now.

and and i'm hooked to quite a few songs actually.
i'm hooked to holiday by this hot bitch here. =D
haha, i better post quickly and people! sssssssshhhhh! don't tell rasyad i ever posted this kayy! hahah.
i really think her music is nice, just that reach out is not one of my faves from her, other than that, THUMBS UP!
she rocks. haha.

and sugarcult's memory is definitely my song. hahah. its really addictive lah can! =D

if only i could take a step back

2009-01-31T00:22:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO WIN DANCEWORKS!
haha, nothing much to blog about so i'll do a quick one here.
I MISS MURNI! my twin, or some of you would rather say sister. =D
miss camwhoring and chatting endlessly with her. =D

and i went to picnic.
done,
can right? at least i blogged, =P
and lazy to tag, shall tag laterrrrrrrrr.

so let's drive till we run out of road

2009-01-25T02:04:00.003+08:00

I'M SO GONNA GET A HEADPHONE FROM MY BROTHER. =P
hahah, rasyad is so gonna be jealous. =P

and kayy kayy, first thing's first THANKS!
i finally have the fearless album! (shouts)

TAYLOR! i'm so addicted to her album, THANKS! =DDDDDDDD
that is how happy i am.

and ffdc is progressing! i'm so proud of you guys dancers, you guys never fail to inspire me to do my best and put more effort into it. =D
i just hope me being late always and getting scolded will be worth it.
cause i really wanna win danceworks.
and nice kn my edits?>
haha, tk tau malu eh?

kayy kayy, went up to meet up with rasyad and fee at the esplanande to study, i finished my homework! except the bloody surat rasmi(the homework that spoils everything) -.-
and arman magically appeared from nowhere, haha. with his (_________) hair. =P
fill in the blanks. hahaha.
oh, we got shooed like how many times lah can.
but to cover it up we got fans! people were starting at us dancing. =P
cool ke per?

i had to leave earlier so they went to practice among themselves with fatin and haziqah.
met up with mum and i had an eye washer day! (cuci mata)
hahah. saw a few camera's that caught my eye, a few headphones and alot of other things.
my eyes feel so refreshed now. =P
hahahhahaha.
lame eh?

and to my chinese friends, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR LAH OI, go enjoy yourselft =)
its only once a year so enjoy it. ang pao's from me later uh, now my pocket dry okayy? =P

and april has a blogger now! i'm announcing to the whole world so be honoured april!
i would like to a(----)logize for my the late blog entry. =P
at least i made a post about you right?
hahahah.

you dragged me head down fearless

2009-01-22T23:47:00.007+08:00

Hey there! I like your hair!
i have been irritating people with this song over and over again. especially aslinda and en hao. =P
haha.

THANKS RASYAD(mat rush) for accompanying me to the airport to get my freaking nougats and jellybenas! i'm so happy lah can, like really. =DDDDDDD
you rock dude/.

AND SHITS! math test was freaking hard just now, i don't think i can pass cause it was really difficult. =( lets just hope for the better,
and i'm gonna study with my new study mate! feeeeeeeee.

haha. kayy, ffdc has been really great and we always achieve something by the end of the day and i'm proud of my crew. proud with every single one of them who has worked their asses off. =D

went to eat satay with rasyad, raihana and zulaika at bedok corner.
haha, it was fun, totally made my day.

not gonna elaborate much cause you already know how much fun it is to go out with these three rascals! =D
it was seriously funfunfunfunfun.

not gonna blog much, cause i have to crash now before my mum strangles and kill me. =P
i'm not gonna be able to tag you people nowwwwwww, but i'll tag okayy? as soon as i can cause i really have to go.
byeeeee

so you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is

2009-01-20T00:42:00.002+08:00

I LEFT MY FILE AT SCHOOL!

haha, i know its so freaking dumb of me to have left it.
so now i can't do homework cause everything is inside the file so i can take my time to edit and update my blog! =D

ffdc has been really, great cause we always manage to achieve something every practice.
and i feel so god damn guilty..(only rasyad and fee knows)
anyway, i' like busy designing outfits. haha. i can be a designer!

sat in D&T with murni, after so many years not talking to her. =D
and i was a really good boy uh, i did every single homework.
i needa pass this year! at least i know i can achieve that.
don't wanna disppoint my mum like i always do.

and shit,
i'm lke craving for only four things now! and aiyo, die die must get it!(so the singaporean) =P

- french nougat
-camera
-itouch.
-taylor swift album

nevermind, sooner or later, i will strike it off. =P
like really only uh?
nyaha.

khairul's addicted to mayday, haha. that is a good thing okayy!
come on, mayday you know. and ikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
you bitch, you better go help me find the cheapest itouch uh.
haha. meet up on saturday aite?

and i guess i should crash now, cause i got nothing to update actually.
and eh, jgn prasan!(nothing to do with any of you guys except that person lah)

that's what you get when you think about her

2009-01-18T02:06:00.003+08:00

i'm internet dead!

i'm not so alive as i was on the internet nowadays, mainly cause my computer sucks and it won't load.
sorry guys! if i reply or update very lately.
i want a new hard disk so it'll be faster lah can.

anyway, life has been great, actually never better. =D
thanks to my besties, RASYAD, QAZIMAH, IKA, APRIL, ARMAN, FEEEEEEE! haha, thanks for like really cheering me up.
and you guys rock!
well, today we went to meet my cousins at the airport. the main purpose was to collect the pictures we took at K.L.
caught up alot and camwhored .
we ate popeye! (RASYAD, YOU KNOW YOU ARE JEALOUS) =P
bought jelly beans and we were trying out different flavours, being me, i told them the disgusting ones are nice so they ate it.
its so fun seeing their faces when they eat the disgusting ones. =P
haha.

and JING XI! i so gonna miss you you freaking biatch! have a safe trip to your new school aite>
you know i'm always here, and you know you are gonna do well in that school.
i'm gonna miss you like hell but heyy, we're still in contact right? take care of yourselve in that school and i'll see ya soon kayy?

and IKAAAAA! please please pretty please trade me your itouch? =D

i sweat ffdc is gonna rock so look forward to it or you will regret lah.
haha.
milo and nestle rocks!

and i mean it when i say you suck

2009-01-10T22:56:00.006+08:00

I WANT A FREAKING CAMERA!

(pictures from the old one) i miss my camera. the one that got busted on brillante.
=(
(cries)
now i have to suffer without one. i want this! well, maybe just this cause its the cheapest i can find now.
needa save save save

well, haven't been updating cause computer is being sucha bitch and will turn off by itself.
-.-
oh FFDC is gonna fucking rock the stage! haha, we thought of a killer routine and we know it rocks. =D
especially with fee, rush, sarah, arman and fatin around. yay!
i'm looking twice as forward for the performance day.

and i'm feeling feverish, god. hope i'll be okayy cause it sucks having a fever.
(shakes head)

i got nothing to post, except the pictures so let them do the talking yaw!

i got birds in my ears and a devil on my shoulders

2009-01-04T23:17:00.005+08:00

I'M GONNA KICK THAT BLOODY BARBER'S ASS!
went to the same barber to cut my hair cause i'm afriad i'll get caught tomorrow cause there'll be a spot check.
well it was the same place, but the barber was different, it was the same freaking barber that cut my hair bangs that time!(for those who saw me with it uh, if you can remember)
-.-
my fringe had partings now, it look shorter i think/
but i think it looks okayy lah, except funnaye.

well, couldn't update my blog cause the computer crashed. for the second time.
surprisingly, its not from me!
haha.
and yeah, those are the pictures that we took on friday.

had dance practice with rasyad and sarah on saturday.
went to expo to meet up with the awesome arman and feeeeeeeeee(flea) =P
haha.
they really are like twins lah. =D
so, we danced our way and way to go fee and arman! you guys can totally work it lah can. =D
oh, we merged our groups together, its now Flash Feat DC for danceworks.
we are gonna win and kick f(________) N(______) 's ass! =D
and fee, i'm so jealous you have an ipod touch! or nano or whatever its called uh.
so unfairrrrrrr.
and thanks arman and rasyad for the songs!~
appreciated.

i'm so happaye! my allowance has been raised up 5 more bucks! =D
i'm gonna save up and buy that bloody camera! camera, here i come.

and people! there's something wrong with my internet server, i can't tag nor view tagboards.
so i can't tag you people now, sorry! i'll tag you guys once it has recovered. =D

and i'm so god damn addicted to party in your bedroom by cash cash

there's alot of talking about you

2009-01-03T02:41:00.002+08:00

I WANT MY STUBBLE TO GROW LONGER!
haha, i want a freaking stuble! to grow obviously that is.(like school allow only)
haha, its cool! i want lah can. neh mind, must be patient.

and i can't really remember what i did for the past few days =P
mainly cause i'm excited now! cause of FLASH.
we are gonna join danceworks and a few DC group is going to join us.
well, shopped at orchard with rachel, pictures are still with either rasyad or rachel. =P
haha.
and RACHEL, you LOOK SO DUPER HOT IN THAT DRESS!

and we went out with sarah, that hot (short) bitch! haha.(pictures above)
we were actually planning to ice skate but sarah had to leave earlier so we had a chnage in plans,
instead, we went to the arcade and shoot some rounds of games. =D
and headed to coffe bean after that, drank belgian chocolate frappe! and rasyad had a marshmallow hot chococate.

TODAY~
sadly and unfortunately, no photos. hahah, for this part only./
first day of school.
i FEEL SO AWKWARD WITH LONG PANTS.
i mean everybody would feel that way but i feel so super duper awkward!
so far, only raihana and sarah complimented. THANKS.
hhaa.
others like stare and walk away or just laugh. -.-
the teachers were friendly and we slacked today actually.
and my class is 3E5 and not 3/5.
i know, it sounds disgusting.

after school the usual us, fitri, nicholas, zeng hou and i went to eat at eighteen chefs.
then i headed to meet sarah and rasyad at the tanah merah, didn't realise raihana and zulaika would be there too. haha
sarah had to go off so the three of us went to popeye! THANKS RASYAD FOR THE TREAT.
and blahblahblahblhablah.
ate ice cream at swensens. THANKS RASYAD AGAIN FOR THE TREAT.
pictures with him, i'll upload it once he uploads it.

and there is this freaking auntie who pushed me when i was adjusting my watch, it dropped and its deead.
omfg lahhhhhhhhh, i spoiled it again.
i think its not meant for me to have a watch seyy.
last one was in the toilet bowl, now its spoiled *sighs*

so long my luckless romance

2008-12-31T01:33:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MY HAIRCUT!
haha, and first of all, my BROTHER'S eyes are not natural! =P
dengki eh?

kayy, for those who tagged me, i'm gonna tag twice okayy cause my comp died on me yesterday when i wanted to tag back. -.-

went out with sarah and rasyad today.
sorry i was late!
had to pick up my pants. =P
haha.
so we headed to marina barrage, cause sarah wanted to go there.
cool uh the concept and design of it?
we drowned ourselves with coke when we got there cayse we were so freaking thirsty!
and sarah and i did the waltz! haha.
we can be zac and vannessa uh from the movie. =P
then we went to marina square to gorge ourseleves with kfc.
we talked alot, and i enjoyed today!
it was funfunfunfunfunfun!

then met up with mum and brother to shop for their thingssssssss. and yes mum, you look hot in the white shirt! =D
and new year is here so i wanna achieve my resolutions for next year.
if i can achieve my holiday wants, i can surely achieve my resolutins! =D

-work my ass off in my studies cause i did fuckingly bad for sec 2(i didn't what went into me)

-get qa and ra together, cause i find them the perfext example of my definition of true love. and i know its gonna be worth it.

-find my miss right, make her feel i am not any other guy. cherish her and let her feel she is being appreciated by me that i'll go to the extend of waiting in the rain just to see her.

-make valentines day the most special day she ever had, the one she can never forget cause it will mark the day where she will melt because she finds out how truly i love her.

-never cut friendship ties and live with my classmates although we are not in the same class anymore.

-never ever neglect Mu cause she really rocks as a sister and a bestfriend, no word can desribe how amazing she is.

-more outings with Ik and cherish her, cause i want our best friendship to last till we're all grown up.

-make Ap birthday's special, she rocks and no one can replace her, you know you are this special in my eyes.

-stay in contact with Ra, although we will be in different locations, we will still rock. cause distance ain't gonna be a barrier for our friendship.

-be a shoulder to lean on for Qa, cause the bitch is like no other friend and is worth so much more.

-stronger my bonds with my besties(IKA, MURNI, RASYAD, QAZIMAH, ZULAIKA, RAIHANA, APRIL, DEBORAH, FITRI, JING XI, VANNEZA, ZENG HOU, RACHEL, AFIFAH, YASMIN, IZWAH, ARSHAD) -not in order.

-learn to let go(cause if you let go, and it really is yours, it will come back)

-open up and know my seniors better(NADIAH, NURWUL, FARAH)

-make disappointment never happen

-win danceworks 09

so god, i just want this fifteen main things. just this main fifteen, i'm not asking too much cause that is all i want next year.
so lemme complete that.

let me love you by mario will be my personal motto.
and it is my current sex now =D

If I could keep up with that machine that's in my body,
I could do anything, be anything, see anything

2008-12-29T04:05:00.012+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY FOR MYSELF!

haha. went to malaysia as you all know with my cousins from the other side.
haven't contacted them for quite a while(long story)
and we did alot of catching up to do. =D
oh, one of my cousin is hot!(for those who know whats my def of hot)
cause she smiled with her teeth! =D
haha. that made me wanna camwhore with her alot more cause she's the only one who does that!

my cousin's phone got pickpocket-ed by some fvking asshole in a train!
he went to push her inside when it wasn't crowded and pickpocket-ed her, and squuezed through the door the minute it was closing.
so he didn't get in the train. wtf.

went to shop alot, alot. ALOT.
especially them, i think i lost count lah can.
bought a few things for besties! what they wanted uh. haha.
and mum got me this super coool shirt which is like a combination of buttoned down shirt and a hoodie. plus an old school shirt,
=D

visited KLCC the nest day for the bridge visit.
oh, i ate at subway! haha. how cool is that? =P
cause it was halal there so i ate quite a lot uh,
i love the tuna! =D

oh, went out to have my own new year santa claus outing today.
so i went to some of my best friend's house to deliver what i bought for them.
first one was murni, she wasn't at home. -.-
then zulaika's house, got her the new fergie album. =D
next was qazimah, bought for her a wildchild DVD, a really clear one. =)
thanks me later. ahaha. and a monster for her, pink.
to be continued.
haha.
penat oi deliver deliver. =P
but i hope you guys like what i got for you all. =D

and shitsz, i'm addicted to Busted all over again.
now addicted to thunderbirds are go & can't break through

oh, i went to ika's blog and i read through this quiz and i find i funnaye! haha.
so i'm gonna self invite myself to do it. haha.
tk tau malu eh?
so those who wanna do, do it.
see ika, i'm helping you out! =P

Go to your music player, set it to shuffle/random, and answer the following questions with the title of the FIRST song that you skip to each time. No cheating!

1. This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life:
let me love you- mario(cool uh?)

2. I'll have a good day if I can just hear:
barbie girl- aqua ( eh?)

3. If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream:
fall- ina (okay set, jatuh skali)

4. My love life was inspired by this song:
maneater- nelly furtado (tkder link sia! )

5. What makes me happy is:
labels or love- fergie (eyer ke?)

6. My parents are like the song:
this is me- demi lovato ( wth! mampos! )

7. My message to the world has always been:
she's so lovely- scouting for girls (Oooooh can uh.)

8. My friends see me as:
boyfriend- ashlee simpson (sia!)

10. My alter-ego is:
do i have to cry for you- nick carter (omfg, why all saad song sia.)

11. My theme song:
reach out- hilary duff ( am i suppose to be disgusted?!)

12. Right now, I feel:
just lose it- eminem (ika, 5 5 5 5 5!)

13. At my funeral they'll play:
thats not my name- the ting tings (hahaha! like happy only sia.)

15. Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include:
feedback- janet jackson (HAHAHAHAHAHA)

18. My best friend is like:
rehab- amy winhouse ( ?>!)

19. The best thing about me is:
see you again- miley cyrus ( OMFGGGGGGG)

20. Behind my back, my friends think I'm:
no mejes solo- daddy yankee ( standard lah tu)

21. If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
mm papi- britney spears ( like thats gonna help, thats why/)

22. My favorite thing to do is:
if i were a boy- beyonce' (i AM a boy)

23. Highschool was like:
whine up- kat deluna ( haha, maner seyy link)

24. My day will be like:
wannabe- spice girls (SIAL lah!haha)

25. When I'm in the shower, I sing:
flirt- pussycat dolls ( can can uh, at least nicer kn!)

26. Next time I'm in front of a crowd, I'll say:
pudar- rossa (that will be very embarassing!)

27. At my wedding they'll play:
doraemon them song ( i don't even know how i got it in my playlist!)

28. My last words will be:
gimme more- britney spears(sempat eh!)

those who wanna do, just do lah! =D
haha./

there is an engine in my body, with every beat it lets me breathe

2008-12-25T02:31:00.007+08:00

THANKS RASYAD!

i finally got my newurbanmale top!(screams)
haha. its really nice kn kn kn kn? =P
mcm pakser jer eh?

well, we were suppose to have a flash outing on tuesday at han river but it was cancelled cause three of them couldn't make it.
but i felt like eating there so we still went there, except the both of us uh.
i freaking love the foooooooood. its nice lah, i like the satay! =D
stayed there for a few hours gorging ourselves to eat like hell lah. haha.
it was worth it.\

flash dance practice the next dayyyyyy.
we had little people going so its the three of us again/.
we learnt a few steps and yup, i'm confident we are ready for danceworks. we are.
just more time and effort and we're done! =D

nexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxt~
ate at pizzahut, RASYAD's TREAT.
THANKS!
we filled up our stomachs with alot of pizza and chicken.
rasyad wasn't satisfied with the chicken, so we ordered another one. haha.
you know how greedy he is kn. =P

we waited for that bloody faisal to call us so we could collect our pay uh, waited and waited then he finally called.
he told us to come all th way to kallang to pick up our pay, guess how much was it?
half of what we were suppose to get lah can! WTFFFFF. he told us it was 40 sia.
and his arrogant mum acted like some queen that we have to make it a neccesity to salam her.
i feel like cursing everything now lah but i know this post is gonna be long with all the to do list and everything.
but i'm sorry guys for telling it was 40. sucha rip off lah.
DONT HIRE ROSWATI & OMAR CATERING.
they suck.
i just realised i gave my best for such a sucker family. =(
we totally put in our effort seyy at the buffet.
he even told us we were gonna get higher. ergh!

so we went to tampines to cheer ourselves up.
shan't elaborate about us making a pit stop at mccafe.
shopped for rasyad's bermudas and tops at cotton on.
shopping with zulaika and rasyad was funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun! haha. totally kecoh lah.
and we saw zulaika's shocked face for the first time. (raises eyebrows) =P
oh, i got my brother and mum something form mango and cotton on.
i got my mind off the pay thing thats all i can say.
so you can imagine how great it is to shop with these two rascals that i can forget about it. =D
so far, i completed everything i wanted to do before school starts. i'm so fucking happaye! =D
haha.

and i'll be leaving for my second round of trip later, to K.L. for four days.
miss me when i'm gone!
i prepared a to do list when i'm gone. =D
so be thankful luh. haha.

-watch this episode of one tree hill.
(all parts are just beside it.)

Click here

- watch birds of prey

Click here to watch the trailer

- watch make it happen which ashley roberts acted in.

Click here to watch a scene from it

- listen to quicksand by britney spears

listen to the beautiful republic album

-listen to contagious and different by acceptance

yup. guess thats just it.
oh, wait for my comeback! =D
gonna shower you guys with souvenirs! =D

give me and ending that won't stop pretending

2008-12-23T10:26:00.008+08:00

(pictures are not in order)

I WISH I COULD(___________________)
well, sorry for not blogging, was freaking tired to even switch on the comp.

went with zulaika and rasyad to help out in a wedding at bukit batok, which was like an hour train trip.
i can't wait for the pay!(gives a big smile)
haha, money minded eh?
it was kinda fun, to me uh but very tiring.
had to run back and fourth because this both (pemalas) girls didn't do anything, they were sitting down and fanning and complaining about the job.
i can still remember lah can.
i went for the lunch break and when i returned, one of the girls automatically sit down! wth lah.
oh oh oh oh, we returned to bedok to have our dinner, and we ate mee soto, RASYAD SAT WITH US IN A HAWKER CENTRE TO EAT MEE SOTO. =P
haha, i know its mean but still. so much for unglam eh? =P

and there was a cotton on sale at tampines mall and i bought my VEST! at ten bucks.
after all this how many thousnads of years not able to find a cheap one. =P
bought a few stuffs there with mum.

and i went to watch a movie that has vampires in it(twilight, didn't wanna write watched twilight cause i see that in every blog which makes it common) =P
and i have a favourite vampire! ALICE CULLEN! cause she looks like huntress from birds of prey.
and that hair is sexaye!
haha. and and i am now very tempted to watch birds of prey after watching twilight cause i can still remember staying up every night at 12 to watch it and at 1 to watch one tree hill.

and time flies very fast eh? school is like starting next friday and i'm going for my second round of trip this thursday.
i'll prepare a to do list again aye? =P
haha.
will be going with my cousins who know how to camwhore, yeah! =P

kayy kayy, better finish this quiz tagged by murni and sarah before alot more comes!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Zul. Hilmi. ZULLL!(?)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
ZULLL!. Ashley's boyfriend. That Guy.

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
Blogged. Shitted. Danced.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My confidence level. My ability to adjust myself to different people. My taste for fashion.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Being a complete asshole. Always make people feel irritated. Being a useless friend.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
Chinese. Indian. Malay.

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
Losing my best friends. The dark. Being a father.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
My black checkered boxers. Topless. My brown specs.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Phone. Mp3. Wallet.

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
My wallet. Phone. Mp3

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
Cute Is What We Aim For. Mayday Parade. The Pussycat Dolls.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Spending my whole time with my best friend. Dance. Make people laugh.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Beware Of The Dog. Out From Under. Collide.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Being 15?

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
I regret not being focus for my end of year.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Honesty. Trust. Time.

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
My presence. Laughter. Smile.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
(i can't think)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
The personality. The eyes. The presence.

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Understanding. Caring. Patience.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
( i reallly can't think)

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
My father.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
That person.

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
Best friend. Influence. Family.(same answer as rasyad)

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
Dance. Roam around. Get new things.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Tell. Watch birds of prey. Have fun.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Modelling. Designing. Dancing

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Rome. Las Vegas. Los Angelas.

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
Superman. Batman. Doraemon.

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
Fikri. Fahruni.

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
Nafashah. Syafeerah. Helena

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Apologise for all my wrong doings. Tell you how much i love you.

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
any.bo.dy

out of the doubts that fill my mind

2008-12-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

i slept and i woke up.
and i can't sleep now.
but i'm gonna skip today's post and bring it forward to the other one.
its gonna be a out of a sudden emo post.
no, i'm okayy. i'm great. i just wanna post about this cause i suddenly thought of some stuffs that i think can't be changed.
so don't worry about me cause i'm perfectly fine, just wanna post it.

the world is black, at times.

Living in this place
It's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing
So there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world
Just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me, this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in his hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is he listening?

But living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect
Now I see

when you walk your way, i hope it gives you hell

2008-12-19T02:22:00.005+08:00

I NEED A TRADE OF VOICE!
my throat is getting worse, but still.
went for dance practice today although my throat was killing me like hell.
the new steps are freaking hard to learn! haha.
but i'll nail it, i will. more practices and i'm done with it.

going to vivo tomorrow and getting my comic wallet!(jumps)
haha. at least that will make my day.
and maybe i'm going out with qazimah tomorrow.
to watch the don't know what thongs movie. haha!
whatever it is, i'm gonna wear my loafers tomorrow!
so gonna tease her lah can. =P
and and we made our version of taylor swift and joe jonas break up phone scene.
i pretended to be joe and she pretended to be taylor.
we managed to 'break up' in 26 seconds. =P
haha! and she sucks at acting, she was practically laughing and not crying lah can!
but i really find it stupid uh, for joe to break up with her on the phone, so not manly and not cool. =P

i'm in neeed for caaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
not because i'm broke, but because i want things!
-a freaking watch(cause mine fell in the toilet bowl),
-the newurbanmale shirt and sandals,
-knitted vest(still have not gotten it after how many thousands of years),
-a bloody vest,
-a camera( cause mine busted on me after brillante)

oh, i watched resident evil one, which i really find michelle rodriguez freaking hot with her fringe like that in that movie. its a nice movie, you should watch it.

and (----), being prettaye isn't everything lah oi.
there are more things better than that shitty attitude

may truth be told i miss you, and may truth be told i'm lying

2008-12-18T02:21:00.003+08:00

MY VOICE IS LIKE MILEY CYRUS!
my throat is killing me so badly i am so tempted to strangle myself.
and my voice is diferent! sucks mannnn.
hoping for a miracle, RIGHT qazimah? =P
haha.
and thanks yeah?(qazimah, you know what it is)

oh, met up with zulaika and rad to this place where this group,(i think the name is 3OT) had a photoshoot.
it was rad's group, and zulaika was tasked to do their make up while i'm there to accompany her. like extra only uh? haha.
but she asked me to do their hairstyle and blah blah blah.
the photographer looks like fazwin sia!
haha, zulaika, kan kan kan kan? =P

went back home, and i found out about my grandad's condition(don't wanna elaborate)
i hope he'll be okayy.

and i just watched this music video and heard the song Gives You Hell by All American Rejects.
very catchy uh the song? (sings to it with my hoarse voice)
haha.

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well,
Then he's a fool you're just as well